The First boy I really fell for.

The first guy I think I ever fell for in my life was about a year ago. He was cute, charming, amazing, funny, and the best thing was he made me feel different. Everything was perfect with him even when we fought it was still always this tingly feeling whenever he was with me or even around me. My parents are kinda not the average teenage parents their actually pretty strict and make things as perfect as they possibly can. Thats why if I ever get anything lower than a A- I get grounded. So anyways, that is why even when I fall for a guy I can't really get with him because I don't lie to my parents and I just don't get to be with him. Its that simple at least for the next 2-3 months. So I would talk to him all night practically until 4 o'clock in the morning and dream about him at night.He was all I thought about. I recently had to break everything off with him because we got into a huge fight and I didn't want our friendship to be messed up. So this is what I had to do. Even if he was a half jerk ......he was still also a very amazing person and I hope one day in this year we can possibly have another chance on this relationship road that we have been experienced too. He was my first real kiss, real love, THE FIRST BOY I REALLY FELL FOR. I love him and whenever I hear his name I just think of the song from C-side. BFGF. He knows who he is<3