Sunday, June 7, 2009

Maybe its just ME

school......it was something I wanted to end.. Now, now that the year is slowly coming to an end i wish each one of you do well on finals. I wish it didn't have to end like this I hate Finals because not only do they end your year in a bad note. They also ruin your lat few days of school that are suppose to be fun . I just wanted to let you guys know that if this week is tressful which I already know its going to be just to look ahead. And I'm really going to miss each and every one of you because I have made an individual spot for each one of you in my hearts. The biggest spot for my accelerated family. You guy were definitely the blessing I bumped into this year. I feel so safe with you guys. Please stay in touch with me .
SOrry about the 3 sad blog today I just really had to get my emotion out on a Page. Goodnight bloggers....Family <3

Goodbye

Gunderson. It was nice knowing you. I hope all you guys have a great junior and senior year. I'll come visit next year. Don't screw up next year kidsss!
Thats all for this year.
<3Jamiebabyyyy

Finals

Are coming up this week.
I hope we did good on Thompsons Final.
During our final there was tension between two group members I felt.
But, all in all we did well. I think atleast.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Miss My Mushoo :( HELP PLEASE

So bloggers, this is one of those blogs where i really need your opinion. So as you all know i have been liking this guy who in my blogs goes under the name MUSHOO. He lives not far but not close kinda middle distance. I feel like the same thing has happened twice now. Its like things get really good and then somehow something happens we stop communication for a while and then it all goes back to normal. Its usually because he doesn't have his phone or something like that. But, recently I've had the impression that he is forgetting about me. He never tries to talk to me and I'm not gonna try and talk to him first all the time. What should I do /

Thursday, May 14, 2009

STEPS

was the funniest night.
Kelsey and (other people you bloggers wouldn't know) sara, james, ashley we all went to the steps show. It was so funny because one of the people looked exactly like JAMES. I think we made the show a thousand times better because we were screaming at random people and when the cultural dancing people came on we were making funny noises acting like our 10 year old selves. We haven't acted that retarded in a long time. FUN FUN TIMES.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

As you all may have heard.

The end of the year is coming to a close.
And today I was informed that my transfer has been approved for next year. So I will no longer attend Gunderson after this semester, but I want to leave on a great note and have a 4.0 and make sure i tried my hardest ! I will really miss my teachers and my friends. They have all become like my 2nd family but its time for me to move ahead for my future.

Lorita

I have a few words to say to you.
First of all I want to say thank you. I could be having the worst day but there you come living everyday with a huge smile. The days that one of us are down we really can cheer eachother up. I'm so blessed to have met you because basically you sum the world into kindness and you always try your hardest. You will definitely have my vote and trust me many others also !
<33

Monday, May 11, 2009

Watching a movie

My group movie day is today we are already having a wonderful time ! I love my group and vote for Carmen as ASB vice president :) . I love her. She's a great person. I'm extremely excited I love how w're talking about our childhoods !

Danielle and Mats

I'm at their house right now they like to pat their cat really hard. I love these two kids. I'm so glad I met them this year. You guys are such a blessing to have met. If I was to ever meet more people like you my world would be soooooo amazing. I love you guys you make me smile :)

Sunday, May 3, 2009

My weekend

I saw obsessed with Kelsey! It was soooooo good. Before we went we went to Rachels birthday and we had some butt buddy fun ! She is def. my friend of friends. Dinner Friday Kelsey don't forget I might be going through your closet :) !

Memoirs of a Geisha

Best book I have read in along time after I blog this blog I will go back to reading so my group can complete the book by friday and have a movie night on sat or something. :)

Friday, May 1, 2009

Memoirs of a Geisha

Best book I have read in along time after I blog this blog I will go back to reading so my group can complete the book by friday and have a movie night on sat or something. :)

my thurs.

Kelsey, Mat, Danielle, and I went to my dance studio and Learned the hoedown throwdown. It was really funny because I think we opened up with eachother quite a bit. After we finished we walked back to my house and Kelsey and I made plates of really interesting foods. It was funny, we were walking and eating at the same time to get to the track meet on time. During this whole time we were like limping. Once we got to the track meet we timed our school and saw them win their last meet. Nice job grizzles :) !

Monday, April 27, 2009

My Butt buddy for life :)

2007 is when I met the other half of me.  Her name is Kelsey Koga. I remember last year when one of us were sick the other would be like mom cough cough* I feel a little bit of a sickness coming on and I think I better stay home from school so I don't get anyone else sick. Those were just the funniest times. I remember how at first we were just like friends because we felt the need to be but at the end we found out that we were so alike and had to hang out because without each other we were practically empty. I can't explain how things were its just mindbottling! Anyways, well I just want tot tell this girl one thing. In this world I cannot be without you anymore. Doesn't matter where we are because I know in the end we will be together and nothing will ever change because we were meant like two socks have a pair ! Thats us in the sock drawer :) Yes our kids will fall inlove ! And I'm serious this world could never tear us apart I'm pretty sure it has tried a lot but in the end we don't give a damn. Kelsey I promise you with all my heart you are my soul sister my one and only boyfriend and I turn to you when ever I need something because your the one person I can count on and you can always count on me <3333

Sunday, April 26, 2009

The Lime green Sports bra of good Luck.

I believe there is a magical power in a lime green sports bra. Now if you believe it.....it will tend to be true you just got to believe. So make sure you do believe and go get one if you don't have one I'm telling you they posses good luck ! Wish me luck :) 

Saturday, April 25, 2009

I'm super nervous

i don't know what to do but tomorrow is peanut butter day it means you energize yourself to improve performance. I'm sorry I won't be in Thompie's class but just do me a favor and pray for me. I'll let you know what I was up to if it ends up in good terms. Just put in a good word with the big guy up in the sky :) THANKS 

Friday, April 24, 2009

Authentic

I think this word describes me. What do you think ? I think its because I am original and unique and I don't care what people think of me because I don't live in this work for them because in the end it all comes back to me and I'm the only one who is living my life and I'm the one who has to face the consequences.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

For thee bloggers .

So.....I was thinking about how last year when we would not have to blog. I really like this year better! Sometimes there's really nothing to blog about but then you take a random thought (as of this one) and jot it down on this little website we call home in our english class. HAHAHA! Well hows everyones spring break ? Good? Well let me know mines been crazy I have so many stories. I don't want to have to go back to school. This, THIS is the LIFE ! Wake up at 11:00! and Do whatever my little heart desires :)

Friday, April 17, 2009

My Date with Chris :)

Mmmmm. He's really amazing. Well if you haven't figured it out yet. I really like this guy Chris. He doesn't live around here so when he asked to go out on friday I was really surprised. Perfect....is the word to explain him! :) 
One thing that I really liked is that things were not awkward at all infact it felt like I knew him for a really long time and as if it was our first date ! 

Saturday, April 11, 2009

SO excited

to go to Long beach. I'm going to club Les Daux while I'm there ! If you want to know the pronunciation its sounds like LAY DO. I saw it in the Hills and I'm so excited ! I have to go pack !
Love you guys! Have A Fun Spring Break !

Friday, April 10, 2009

Techno

music will one day be the best music in this world once everyone starts having to listening to it !
I  have recently got extremely addicted to it at the beginning of this year when my sister started showing me it. Its crazy good and always talking about something real!!!!!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Thompieessss Class

So today in Thompies class I felt kinda bad because sometimes I feel like none of us pay attention and he gets upset but not at us. I think I noticed his aggression because he was like all upset in the front of the room ! he told me and Danielle that no one pays attention :( 
awwwwww..guys lets be good to Thompie he's a nice guy !

Monday, April 6, 2009

Lyrics (:

I can't forget how just a month ago
we would stay on the phone and laugh all night. 
Its all still there 
I want you to know that I care, but you 
you make me feel so scared. 
When you tell me all the things that happen in a day 
and you don't take no more time with me anyway.
I hope you realize you the one thing I really like, 
and please just tell me now if you want me let me know
cuz' I miss you 
and I hope one day 
I kiss you (:

Friday, April 3, 2009

School

has been extremely hard to get through the last few days. I can't handle it right now everyones really annoying me. Except for my 4 good friends in my 2nd period math class and my my hubife and hubby. +Kels. Why the hec are people being mean. Time for me to GO AWAY!

I am stupid

Ladies. 
Don't ever assume. Assumers never get far in life. I feel horrible for assuming with out asking. I hope you can forgive me! If "you" ever read this! Every thing has  just been so tough lately and I just need to learn how to deal. Okay well thats all I can say on this subject.
Love Ya :)

Monday, March 30, 2009

I thought it was Love

but it wasn't. I was completely played to the max. The thing is that this guy doesn't think I know but I do know. A guy doesn't just completely ignore everything you send to him or if you call him or if you text him unless he has moved on. A guy wouldn't call other girls beautiful and sexy if he was into you. He wouldn't use the same lines on you as those other girls. Even the guys who tell you the truth from the start about them those guys turn out to be just as bad. I've realized long distant stuff is not the way to go. Stick with guys at your school on no longer then 10 min away.....
Sincerely yours,
-Jamie Rose Parsons.

(Hercules.I might have made mistakes...but you aren't gonna break me because I am strong and that was wrong how you took my heart played with it and tossed it on the floor. Now, just admit that you have so we can both move on and stop the game that we both brought on.)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

is this possible

Can you have feelings for your best friend?
Like I'm not talking about anyone specifically. I'm just wondering if this is possible. Just because its starting to happen to everyone so I'm kind of under the influence and am wondering. 

Saturday, March 28, 2009

my new phone

well i am definitely grateful that i got a new phone :) 
it made me happy to know my parents love me and when I need something there always there for me. 
Parents are the best thing in this world. I wish I could shop my parents this blog and just let them know that I love them so much and even though sometimes I make them believe that they aren't that amazing but realistically they are a hundred times cooler than me how they can support me :) 

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Thompson's Research project

Its finally coming together today I'm starting the third page which gives me this whole week to finish the next half. I've been packed with work but for me the hardest was to find out where to start so now that that is over I'm prettttyyyy much ON A ROLE! :) 

Friday, March 20, 2009

Why

do people like to make rumors. I've learned to never abide by them. Its time for everyone to learn. There are people in this world you can't trust! The one thing you can do though is go up to the person and ask if things are true it really does save a lot of trouble. :) 

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Daz T-dawg

This girl ^^. No one knows that I call her this because its our little secret code name. She calls me every night at 7 or 7 thirty. Its extremely fun with her. The thing is that we barely started getting close about a month and a half ago. Talking about "our men" hahaha. I really love you Daz. I miss youuuu even though I saw you like 2 hours ago :) . You will always be my hubife! Thompies class really brought us together !
-Wifand 

Monday, March 16, 2009

Hercules :)

Have you ever had shivers from your head to your toes. Well I've never got them this bad. I guess it took a certain guy to make me ever feel them all throughout my whole body. His name gives me the butterflies, his smile...wow I can't explain it. There is something about this particular person that just makes me like die on the inside(In a good way). I really wanted to let all this out in a blog because its the only way I can express ALL my feelings. If I could tell this guy one thing right now, I think I would say, "thank you," because if it wasn't for his courage and honesty I wouldn't be standing here with all these feelings I have for him today. I could talk to him for seriously all day and I would not get bored of him at all. Does that sound like someone whose falling hard or what?^^^ But seriously, never judge anyone because you never know there's always that one girl that can make any guy change and that one guy who could make any girl change. Love is very powerful, and there is always hope. So never look at a brick wall, break it down and go beyond what you think your heart could never exceed. I know I did, but I know if it works out it will turn out to be amazing. You know who you are <3

Sunday, March 15, 2009

JEM for LIFE

So my two best friends and I started this group when I was like 12. We called ourselves JEM. Which stands for Jamie Emily and Morgan. They are really two great people. Emily is a sweet but crazy girl...I can't wait until she turns 18 PARTAYYYY! hahah. Morgan on the other hand is wild and crazy. Its a version of me but blond and tan. (Literally blond). Anyways, the thing is that I never thought from the beginning that I was ever gonna get so close to them, but we ended up as best friends and that's all that matters. I feel like Emily has became a huge part of my life because I tell her everything that goes on and I look to her for good advice. Morgan has been Incorporated into my heart the first year I moved to my dance studio and was on comp. It was an instant click. I turn to morgan for a shoulder to lean on or a good laugh. Well actually they both give some pretty dang good advice and are good with the laughing part and all that. I hope we will always be like this no matter where life takes us we will always be part of JEM!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Team Drama

So the girl on our team who has to be causing drama is my brothers Girlfriend which is not good. I mean its really great that she's in like every second of my life but when the girl starts drama it's not good. Today she glared me down and I said, "Girl please don't try I'm an expert at this." I don't think she noticed that I saw her giving me that look.  Next thing she ends up doing is not showing up to our rehearsal right before competition. I'm not one to fight so when she did this is was kinda like strike two. Then when my two best friends Morgan and Emily got into an argument with her that was strike three. I'm pretty much to my limit before I go crazy on her dude!

Monday, March 9, 2009

I'm Extremely tired

It's really late right now and sunday. Well more like Monday I can't sleep and I'm sitting in bed and I decided to write my last blog on how extremely stupid Day lights savings day is. It feels like I've just got hit in the head and now I'm like disabled. I hate daylights savings and I hate not being able to sleep. Horrible night well goodnight hopefully I will be asleep soon and wake up on time for school tomorrow morning. 

Friday, March 6, 2009

My research project.

It seems as if this research project will not be started until the weekend completely because of the reason I have dance everyday and its getting pretty hectic over here in my life. Well, my subject is how reggae music effected the world as a whole I'm going to start with the background of reggae then break off to its influences: Bob Marley ect..... and how it helped MArtin Luther King and how it brought the hippie movement and started world peace.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Parsons

What I just noticed is that in no way does Parsons sound Peruvian, Basque, Spaniard, or yeah. It just is there. I need to track my roots of my last name off my dads side this is freaking me out. Well Its really late tonight and for some reason this just popped up in my head really randomly. Well research project anyone else excited for that? I hate that we only have a short amount of time and I haven't really gotten to anything that big yet not enough time and the school library sucked when it cam down to my subject.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

I don't know

Why do people get mad for no reason. We have a world of disasters and dissapointments there should never be a little thing that gets on your nerves. We're in a depression that should get you upset or the point that people don't have money to survive. People are trying to kill our president. Life isn't the same as it was before. Everything is not taken for granted 2 years ago... I remember going to the liquor store by my dance studio and being short two dollars and they told me not to worry about it. I went to the exact liquor store about 2 days ago and the exact same person was there and I was short a quarter and he didn't let it go. I was like shoot. It was stupid but I just yaaaaa. Okay

Friday, February 27, 2009

mall with Kelsey

So as me and Kelsey took a stroll side by side through the mall. I realized how weird we are. We were going to go to the movies but it ended up that the two of us kinda didn't realize that we only brought enough money for a reg. movie not a 3D jonas brothers movie. It was okay though we decided to go get ice cream and go sit up by the movies so we feel as if we were in it:). Nextly, we saw Niko and Angel going to the movies as Niko took huge massive bites of my "birthday cake Remix Cold stone" I kept starring down the arcade. I wanted to go in and play ddr. Too bad the day kind of passed by too quickly and Mario our friend came to pick us up and so we didn't have enough time to do anything.....OH WELL!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

My moms birthday

My moms birthday is coming up soon so today I went shopping to get her present I started with some make up for my mom I went to Bare essentials and got her some foundation powder. Next I went to mac to get her the waterproof black eye liner pencil which then I realized the reason why mine smudges is because I forgot to ask for water proof and I got water proof for my mom. I'm thinking I'm gonna use it :). After that I went to get her some perfume. What mom doesn't like perfume. Overall, I think she will like her gift.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Monday

I'm extremely happy because my mom comes back tomorrow. I hope she has a safe trip home. I also hope she brought me some stuff. I've been waiting for her arrival :). Its very exhausting staying up and hoping for her phone call. I could call her but then I would probably get introuble with my dad because of the long distance rates. Well, thats my monday. I'm going on a run now and off to my dance studio for my comp. rehearsal.... Bye bye  

Sunday

well.......Project with Madison and Javier came over. Project went great! We finished the whole thing and it is definite A+ material. Its as if my whole weekend consisted of these two people everyday. I have no idea how I'm feeling right now no words can explain I'm sick but at the same time I'm not. Its like every other hour I feel okay but I don't feel okay all the time. I feel extremely sick to my stomach. Well I'll go I'll be writing my third blog tomorrow. See YA bloggers

Friday, February 20, 2009

Friday.

I HAVE JUST MADE THE BEST CAKE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD TODAY. Its Called costa rican cream cake ! Javier and Mady just loved it . I'm going to have to make some and bring it to Mr. Thompson'c class one day hahahha. But it takes forever to make. It took me like 5 hours for making one. I went to the store I can't believe they let me buy rum for my cake hahahah. Okay well I'm gonna go I'll let you know how my saturday and sunday and monday go . 

Monday, February 16, 2009

Movies with My Best Friends

Last night we went to watch the movie He's Just Not that Into You. The movie is amazing, it seriously talks about real life situations in couples and just guys and girls in general. This was probably the only movie I have liked in a really long time. I'm just waiting for that movie to come out on dvd. I definitely reccomend this movie to everyone to watch it's really good if your going into or in a relationship.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Valentines Day.

I think Valentines day was an amazing day for me. It kind of let me think of what I want to do with my life for now. I kinda want to just do things my way now. Like before I was kind of just liking guys just because I could just crush on them, but now its real now and I have to get my stuff straight. I'm gonna start fresh I'm gonna clear my mind from guys because I have to focus on myself. Life is too short to care about guys all the time. School and Dance and Singing first.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Confessions of a Shopaholic

Is a bad movie. Do not waist your time watching it. The movie is about a girl who does not know how to stop shopping and the manikins talk to her like a physco path. I just really think that movie was a waist of time to make. I saw Josina though. She told me she hates school and she wishes she went to Gunderson still. Well, thats all I had to say about this movie. I give it 1.5 stars.....DON"T WATCH IT !

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Happy Birthday

TO my bestestestest friend in the whole wide world, Laura Lingenfelter. She turned 16 this week and I;m so glad to be part of this girls life. We grew up together and theres no one in the world I would want to have to many memories over her. She makes me so happy just to know that she is my best friend keeps me in a good mood. I love you Laura Lingenfelter. YOu are such a good person Happy birthday SISSY!

Saturday, February 7, 2009

SO

Spirit day !
I'm so excited for that with my Best friends Kelsey and Keyra its just all good for me in life. I'm happy to know that behind all of my issues I have two amazing friends to turn to at Gunderson. Life would suck without Kelsey Koga. In the pit of all this I also wanna talk about my best guy friend nick le. Or shall I say my valentine ! hahahahah Its gonna be a great week and weekend I feel it. Talk to you later bloggers

Friday, February 6, 2009

crazy soccer game.

We played mount pleasant today. It was crazy. Raining yes it was!!! Fun........extremely. Now, yes we did loose, but I don't think that part mattered it was the part that I had a lot of fun and slid in the mud and got all muddy with Briana and Claudia. You would've never thought we would do that but it reminded me of volleyball season so much how we use to dive on the floor and get all sorts of injuries it was so amazing. I love my friends and soccer team !  

Sunday, February 1, 2009

My Dad

Isn't like regular dads, he's funny, annoying, and mean. You might think thats a really weird combination, but it really does explain him so well. He ruins everything when he says I can't go out I get upset because I didn't do anything to get him to say that. He is really funny though makes me and my friends laugh all the time and he does have some pretty snazzy jokes. Annoying................oh yaaaa. What father doesn't let her daughter hang out with guys and stuff
? HIM! It gets me so mad it really bothers me.

RIP AUNTIE

So I have experienced death as a young adult for the first time. Its much harder to understand what is happening as a kid, but when you grow up you tend to understand so well that crying is much easier to do and you cry and get highly depressed. When my aunt died Friday early afternoon, I realized death is really hard to deal with, but you have to be strong and move on with life. Heaven is a good place to be if you were suffering down on earth then its better to just go to heaven and not suffer. My aunt had pancreatic cancer. I don't know if I spelled that right, I just wanted to let everyone know I'm sorry if I was acting up in school on friday I started to actually be okay during 5th period so now everything is fine.  

Saturday, January 31, 2009

which one?

Should I pick looks and personality or cute and security. Should I pick the one that chooses brown or black? the 15 or 16 years old? The one that treats me like greatness or the one that treats me like a best friend? The one that I feel secure around or the one I can talk to about anything? The one that likes Soccer & football or Soccer and Basketball. The one that likes me when I wake up in the morning looking crappy and he doesn't care or the one that wants me to look my best all the time?   

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I'm Reading.

Night. So far its pretty okay. Its not something I would choose to read on even though this was a life situation that happened, I really enjoyed how Anne Frank wrote her diary not really so much how this one is written. It kind of drifts off when its talking and explains everything in perfect detail making it boring once you get every detail in. Well, have to finish reading, but don't get me wrong this book is probably very important to us because it shows us how the holocaust was like in more detail. It is very sad though. I'm glad I wasn't alive during the holocaust.

Got Grounded

Yesterday, not a good day. First, I get flaked on. Then, I get grounded for asking a question. I'm like what the hec is going on with this world. I feel like my luck isn't going so well this year just as it was starting to get better it falls wayyyyy down like a rock . It's okay because things fall for a reason and now I just have to find the thing to lift up everything and put them back on their feet .

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Saturday Flaker

My Best friend is the biggest flake ever. I never see her anymore because she always says she can't hang out at the last minute. Although she does this to me all the time I still hope to see her soon. Every single Saturday she asks me to hang out, I wait for her all day and yet nothing. I just need to finally realize that next saturday I'm not gonna wait for her I have to hang out with someone who won't just say they wanna hang out with me and never show up =/. 

Monday, January 19, 2009

Wat a monday.

Today was pretty funny. I went to Dance rehearsal and after I talked on the phone to wish my friend happy birthday since he's a man now.  Then as I am writing this I am on the phone with Daniel I was extremely tired but hopefully I can stay up since it was a surprise to get a phone call this late. Well thats my Monday for you guys.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

My Sunday

Santa Cruz with the Family was so much fun. We even brought our doggy . We kinda always take her on our family trips though because she is part of our family. Anyways, went to tour UCSC and then we went on a walk. On our walk, there were a lot of dears I managed to get about 8 ft away for 2 of them and take really good pictures of them. Then we went to the Wharf and had dinner up there and went to Marini's for some real good Santa Cruz Freshly churned Ice Cream. Well, that was my Sunday.

comp.

I had comp on Saturday. I didn't win but I got 2nd place which I guess is alright in some peoples case. I just really have a competitive side when it comes to competitions. But its ok, winning isn't always everything its the experience that goes along with it. I also went through a really long process of something called a workshop. Its a long day of singing for 10 hours and then a performance in front of many people. WEll, that was my sat competition . 

Monday, January 12, 2009

First Love ?!?

So when I get the question about "my first love" I know the one guy I love but am not in love with .There is always mystery's behind the "love" word you never know at first but my first love's name is Christopher Joesph Kaul. I knew him since I was a wee little 9 year old. We didn't really talk though at that age I just really always saw him as "that kid" until I was 13. When we were 12 I noticed he was really cute, but I never thought things could go beyond friendship, but my thoughts really did change real quickly. 
It all started in 2007. Chris and my brother got really close.Although I didn't notice my dad told me Chris gave me the "I like you look..." I still don't know what that "look" is. Anyways, They became best friends and I couldn't help but notice that he was starting to get cuter and cuter in my eyes everytime he was over. Summer came by and my sister's graduation party was being thrown. Do you know that feeling when that person walks into the room and you know you just can't be without them near you ? Because that was my feeling constantly after that night it was this feeling I couldn't get rid off. That night really turned everything around for us. I remember getting my new phone and then I called myself off his phone to hear my barbie girl ringback tone. He promised me that night he was gonna teach me how to skateboard... even though he never did. We texted that whole night.

Everything was ruined during my first day of volleyball practice over summer and I found out that Chris had a girlfriend I was so upset. Only for the reason that he never told me he just let me think that he didn't, until I asked him who she was. So I tried to move past that I started to have a crush on this guy on the first day of school. By this time Chris had already broken up with his girlfriend. The first week of school Chris texted my best friend Briana and asked her who I liked. She told him I liked him a little and then I got a text that night from him telling me he liked me and I told him I did too.... kinda. haha. 
The one day I remember so well is the night he was spending the night and my brother fell asleep and Chris, my mom and I were watching a show about a mentally disabled boy, which really touched me. As I was walking back from brushing my teeth I was on the phone and I kinda got lost in his eyes that night knowing I wanted to kiss him so bad. I was so glad to know he did too. He kissed me that night, not just a kiss that didn't mean anything it was like a kiss with so much behind it, 2 people from completely different worlds, it felt right. Not because it was my first kiss, but just because it was with him. 
We always use to say forever & ever babe to each other because our relationship wasn't gonna go to be boyfriend girlfriend stuff until my parents were okay with it but now we are just friends for right now because things were really messed up when school started and everything, but I definitely know that it will happen one day because that feeling I got that night I haven't got with any of the other guys I went out with. There was something different and unique about him something that will never leave my heart. I know he's always going to be there for me no matter if its as a "boyfriend" or as a "friend" he's one amazing kid and yes, My first Love.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

SO i'm

in my room thinking about the blog Mr. Thompson wants us to write about soon. I'm not really sure who to consider my first love so I need some help from the "readers." Anyways should I write about my 1st-4th grade crush A little about him his name was ricky. He was so cute and the best thing that happened is on day it was raining and he held my hand and said lets get inside its cold. :) Or my 7th-8th grade crush....wait, actually I crossed him off my list hahah he was a player and I don't remember much about him. Or number 2, my 8th-10th grade crush his name is Chris and We're just friends now but he was my first kiss and my first guy I really really liked. Answers please thank you bloggers :)

Saturday, January 10, 2009

My best friends :)

Best friends are Definitely amazing . I Have about 8 best friends you might think thats a lot but it doesn't count as 8 because 4 I met at the same time the other 2 also and the other 2 same thing. So ya its more like 3 best friends anyways they are all really amazing people always keeping me happy and making me laugh. I love them with all my heart . <3 They know who they are ~

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Friday

After I got my braces off I had a long 4 1/2 hour trip to the dentist which I really hated. My ortho saw a problem with my cap my gum started to grow over a same section of the back of my tooth producing a small tiny black hole in my tooth in other words a cavity. (First one in my life.) They though it was little until they got to the center of my tooth and realized I had a black hole in side. They gave me three shots and sat me down for a long surgical procedure on my tooth. Then they told me in 6 weeks they will take my pulp cap off and provide the real seal only if the tooth has healed correctly and they placed a pope cap on it and said if it doesn't heal correctly I will be getting a root canal. So I am definitely scared since it was'n my fault the cap was blocking me from brushing my tooth in the back.